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Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Our Future?

            Night all~ hehe,today was a pretty good day, I think :) . I woke up at 5 a.m even today is holiday, yeah, I can't sleep well cause my friend keep disturbing me, and my friend's name is Insomnia, even I don't really like it but we always together every night, specially on holiday *lol. I started my day with some excercises for the next popular sport competition, which always held every year in Denpasar, called porjar. Maybe most of you know what porjar is, so I don't have to explain it again. Yesterday I went to seven hindusm temples (pura) to pray for porjar with all of athletes and artists of my school. It was a very very tiring day. I drove my own motorbike to benoa, omg I don't know what'll my mom respond if she know about this. On last Sunday, Deana (my friend) told me about this event, I have no idea which pura that we'll pray to, so Dekyu (one of my friend too) offered herself to join my motorbike, and I have no reason to refuse it. After that eka called me (in the night) ask me the same question like Dekyu, I don't want to leave a bad impression to Dekyu cause I cancel our plan and that's why I refuse eka's bid and .. the bad news is .. before I explain my reason, my father knock my door, I was really shocked and automaticly end the call >< I hope he can understand this, but I don't think he will (he keeps tweets something bad in his twitter and its really annoy me) Yeah.. it's fine I know he still mad of me ^^;
               Ok, lets move on, actualy today I have to take a private chem course, but.. my JHS friend who is in different HighSchool right now, mention my twitter, he wants to have a liltle reunion. I was in a big 'dilema' I really want to come but, I have a course at 3 p.m. So.. I decided to delay my course to the next day and join the reunion. I arrived to my JHS at 1 p.m. At that moment, SY HighSchool not out yet (cause mostly my JHS friends in SY HighSchool) so I have to wait in a 'Warungku' which is my favorite place when I was in middle school with Ardi (now he's in SMANSA). I thought it'll be the most awkward time in my life, cause two of us never met again for a long time. But, it doesn't, he really didn't change from the last time I met him, still a 'chinese' wannabe *lol A few minutes after that, turah joins us, we talk about our HighSchool life, it was really a lovely time. After 1,5 hours, I called my friends cause they didn't come to warungku on time, mostly they didn't pick they phone and the rest said they're too busy for psr and porjar. So.. the reunion just three of us -,- I don't want to go home yet and so do they, we walked to matahari and have a liltle chit chat on KFC, turah got the bills, thanks bro :D Ardi started the conversation with his new extra project to help poor people that need our help. He's really got my mind, I know he's a good speaker but.. he's got much better in HighSchool, I think you should be a salesman ardi *lol. He asked me and turah to contribute a liltle money that we have. It was a really big pleasure to help someone that need our help. He asked me too, if I could be one of volunteer for this project. I'd like to, but, I really have no time, even for rest ><
               We talk a lot. I think I could got sorethroat *lol Mostly topic that we talking about is 'FK'. Three of us want to be a doctor or 'force to be a doctor'. We talk about what 'sistem undangan' is, which one is the best university is, and many topics that I won't talk about with my HighSchool's friends. Ardi is not pretty rich person, he lacks of money. He said that he trying to get the scholarship in his school and he did! for this year. He talked about his ambition, about his dream, and about his lacks. I can't give any advice or comment when he was talking. I don't have those cool stories, all I talking about is my relationship with eka which not pretty well nowdays. Turah is trying to participate on OSN that'll hold very soon. Talking with them like, attend to a motivation show. This make me think, I'm a super duper lucky person, that even haven't a dream yet. My parents never questioned money for my school, or disallow me to have an expensive courses. I'm so lucky.. but.. all I know is, I have to be a doctor, I don't have a real dream that I really want to do. 
                 Anyway, if you want to visit ardi's blog to read his experiences here, He's a good writter too, you must be like to read his blog :) okay I think thats all,thanks for reading my blog :)