EXO fan fiction - Our Happy Ending (KaiSoo)

Genre               : 16+
Actors              : Kim Jongin, Do Kyungsoo, Byun Baekhyun
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 I'm a new fanfic writer, I can't speak English well so please excuse me if I made some mistakes, please don't hate me bacuse my imagination ;_;  I made this fanfic special for KaiSoo day (January 13rd). All of your comments are my treasure, ;;) please enjoy reading~

“…Jongin, listen.. I think you misunderstood something, I’m a normal straight man and so does you, In Korea boys love never works, In Korea there’s no happy ending for gays love”

-Kyungsoo

“…I love you senior, please love me back”

-Kai

Our Happy Ending

by. trisnamin

The first day of new school year finally started. Kai stepped into the gates of his new school with half a heart. He is not, even have never liked kind of new things. His family went bankrupt and he had to get out of the dance school to move to a regular school like this. So far, no attention-grabbing his eyes, all he could see only the seniors busy distributing flyers to new students for club activities . He received a brochure of activities throughout the club at his new school, peruse and exhalation disappointed. What did he expect from such a cheap school.

Of course, there’s no dance club.

20 minutes free time for introductory club activities on the first day of school, Kai still didn’t know what club that he would join. He never even thought of other activities besides dancing. Trying to calm himself, Kai looking for a quiet place to think. He sat in the corridor class, leaned back against the wall and started to re-read brochures extra activities.

“Damn it, what should I choose now..” 

"Excuse me", said a short man who brought some paper in his hand.

"Yeah? what is it?", Kai answer coldly.

"You block the door, can you please step aside?"

"Huh? Ah, this door? Sure .. "

" New student?"

"None of your business"

"... The attitude of children nowadays should have started to deteriorate"

"What did you say?"

"Nothing. want to try to sing club activities? You do not necessarily have to join if you do not like it–  "

"No, thank you"

"Can’t sing?"

"That’s not the problem "

                That short man didn’t answer it, his eyes sharply staring straight Kai search for the truth of his words. He sighed and looked the other way.

"You can’t have friends if you like this Kai", he said as he entered the classroom.

Kai ignored it and walk away too, and suddenly he realize.

Did he tell his name already?

“I thought you don’t interest to join the club”

“I’m here not to join the club. How can you know my name?”

That man didn’t answer again, he looked at Kai for a long time, watching intently, trying to find the origin of his curious desire . He shifted his gaze from Kai and walked away .

" Just answer my question! ? "

" Can you say the word ‘please’ when asking someone to do something ? "

" What!? "

" I'm older than you . I demand respect when we are speaking, is it clear ? " he replied as looking at Kai with a glower .

Kai looked doubtful, he feels guilty and does not want to lose at the same time. Normally he would not be afraid of snapping like this but this senior’s aura feels different from the others. Kai lowered his head look at his rather dirty sneaker shoes.

"Please ... "

" Pardon me? "

"…  can you please tell me, how did you know my name .. " Kai replied without taking his eyes off his shoes .

Still no answers in the next moment , Kai ventured to lift his head . That senior trying cover his mouth  with his beautiful hands from laugh that almost made his eyes watery . Because of Kai’s face increasingly confused, the senior could not hold his laugh anymore. He laughed - out loud while occasionally wiping tears from his eyes .

" Sorry - sorry I didn’t mean to laugh like this " the senior answered in the end .

" Is there something wrong ? "

"No , no,  just that, you're so funny "

" Funny ? "

"Yes, you ask me how do I know your name with a very serious face and all of a sudden you do not dare to stare to my eyes , Did you even notice your uniform ? "

"My  uniform ? " Kai answered even more confuse.

" You're wearing a nametag with your name above the pocket " the senior replied , laughing softly .

Kai noticed his uniform , nametag with his name that just one word that stuck on his right pocket . He could feel his face heat up just by remembering how he was asked about it earlier . Kai kept his head down until a beautiful white hand welcome him in front of his body.

" Hi , my name is Do Kyungsoo "

" Kai , you haven’t compiled the list of clubs to teacher coaches " , said Baekhyun .

" I’m not deciding yet "

" Not decide yet? But the club's activities will begin tomorrow , what would you do current club activities begin ? "

" I do not know , maybe sleep on the roof "

" Aishhh , you can’t do that , our class would be labeled bad by it. "

Kai didn’t answer , his classmate is really – really annoying when he speaks. Kai just have shut up and wait until Baekhyun too tired to talk .

" What you are interested in? try to follow the club according to your taste "

" ... Dancing , I studied ballet as a child "

" Dancing huh ? But we don’t have a dance club in shcool.... Oh I know ! Why don’t you just try singing club ? They used to do a musical drama involving a few dances , I think you're going to fit "

" Singing club ? "

" Yup , they're not very popular this year , but I think you 'll be happy there "

Kai did not listen to the words of Baekhyun anymore because now his mind has been filled by the only one senior who can make him shut up .

Do Kyungsoo

5 days have passed since the first day he went to school, after that, Kai has never met with Kyungsoo again. He was really nervous about this, it's 3 minutes already since he stood in front of the singing club door and did not show any interest to enter room. Maybe he doesn’t have to join this club, maybe he just needs to enter the sports club like a boy in general.

"Is blocking door is one of your hobbies?" Said kyungsoo sudenlly came from Kai’s behind.

"Ah.. em .. I.. I just ... "

"Want to join the club?"

Kai swallowed his saliva, he felt weak when he’s with this man, in a trembling voice he finally replied.

"Yes"

Kai stepped more quickly than usual, club activities really - really seized his attention. Singing club is not popular as what Baekhyun said. The club just consists Kai, Kyungsoo and 3 more people who never even came. But Kai was delighted to be there, no one scolding him, no one asked about his destroyed family, and when he together with Kyungsoo he felt lighter.

Kai entered the club room which is always quiet, his eyes searching for kyungsoo all directions. Kai’s heart choked for a moment when he saw who was sitting on the floor, fall asleep with some papers in his hand, kyungsoo. Kai walked over to observe him more closely. His big eyes tightly closed, his skin as white as candle when it seen from a distance this close, and his red lips really radiate his charisma even while he was asleep.

Kai halt for 20 seconds just to pay attention to the face of his senior which really success make him gone. Slowly he leaned his face towards kyungsoo’s face, slowly eyeing his red lips, he could feel his body shaking as soon as he’s approaching. Kai pressed his lips towards Kyungsoo’s lips slowly, no other movements, only a plain kiss. Kai opened his eyes when he would release his kiss, when kyungsoo has opened his eyes earlier. Kyungsoo eyes emit something different, as if not believing what had happened.

Kai who shocked and embarrassed at the same time immediately try to leave the palce, but Kyungsoo’s hand was holding his leg too strong until Kai fell down with a sprained foot. Kai's eyes radiate a sense of fearness, a fear of that senior will hate him, a fear of he’s gonna be the subject of ridicule in school and had to move to a new school again and other reasons.

Kai can feel Kyungsoo start crawling on his body, now Kyungsoo’s hands clasped Kai’s as if he won’t let him go. Kyungsoo lowered his mouth towards Kai’s ear which makes Kai can feel the hot breath of Kyungsoo’s. Kai close his eyes because he can’t hold the hot breath of Kyungsoo anymore. Kyungsoo began to speak,

“So, you’re gay, aren’t you?”

“No..I just …”

“Sorry, sorry  .. let me change my question, do you like me?”

“I.. I’m not sure about that”, Said Kai with his shaky voice.

Kyungsoo sigh right after hearing the statement of Kai, he helped Kai to sit down and moved away toward the door of the club. Kai look into Kyungsoo’s back with feelings of shame, embarrassment because he stole his senior kiss who is a boy.

“KLIK”

Suddenly the sound door locked heard. Kai stared toward the door, where there kyungsoo who has opened up his blazer and threw it toward the table.

“I think your body says something different ”, Said Kyungsoo as point to Kai’s cock.

Kai’s cock already stand tense since kyungsoo touched his body, he tried cover it with his hands but it is useless because it feels going to come soon.

Kyungsoo move closer towards Kai and helped him to take off his blazer, tie, and the uniform shirt. Kai's body really does have something different with everyone else, he's thin but he doesn’t look skinny, his body perfectly sexy. Kyungsoo laid his first kiss to Kai's neck and he continued to kiss Kai’s body. Kai knew he had to fight, but the energy was absorbed as Kyungsoo touching his body.

 “Senior I don’t know what to do, this’s my first time do it with a man”

Kyungsoo just stay still and continue his kiss to Kai’s abs, suddenly he stand up, right on Kai’s lap and take off his own pant.

“It’s fine Kai I’ll teach you everything from the start, first suck this slowly”

Kai take off kyungsoo’s boxer and start to suck on his cock, it feels horrible hot when kyungsoo’s cock is inside his mouth, he really want to stop but kyungsoo keeps his hand on Kai’s head so he can’t move it. Kyungsoo’s cock become tense as long as Kai suck it, it feels like it going to come but it doesn’t. Kyungsoo let Kai’s  head and end the blow job. He sit on Kai’s lap and lick his saliva around his mouth, he keep licking until Kai push him to give more space between them.

“What’s going on? You don’t like it?”

“It’s not like that… senior, can you do mine too?” Ask Kai with his cute voice. He was trying to do aegyo cause he really want kyungsoo to do him.

“What did I tell the word that you should say when you want someone to do something?”, Said Kyungsoo as pat Kai’s head

“… please”

Kai just gazed all day  because that incident occurred this afternoon in the club room. They didn’t have sex because they’re still in school but Kyungsoo told Kai to come to his apartment tonight to continue it if Kai wants to. It should be fine since tomorrow is Sunday. Kai can feels his face going red which makes Baekhyun gave him a strange stare since then. He knows he want to do it with Kyungsoo, that’s why he can’t wait for tonight.

Kai pressed the bell of Kyungsoo’s apartment twice with nervous eyes. Tonight Kai wearing a sky blue shirt with clean brown pants. He wants to give a good impression on Kyungsoo for the first time.

15 minutes have passed, it’s 20.30PM already. Kai was in doubt and start thinking negative things, maybe Kyungsoo just trick him cause he wants to embarrass Kai in public. Kai who is desperate decided to press the bell once again, still no answer. When Kai was about to walk away, the apartment door was open, with kyunngsoo in the doorway just using a towel. And his hair is still slightly damp which indicates he had finished bathing.

“Sorry I didn’t hear you, have you waited for a long time?”

 “Senior please at least wear something when you open the door”

“Nah, it’s no need, since tonight you will see me naked, please come in Kai, it’s getting cooler outside”

Kai walk in slowly with his face which start to turn red, Kyungsoo’s apartment is really neat and clean, it’s really different with his room. Suddenly Kyungsoo gives Kai back hug and start to un-button Kai’s shirt.

“A..a.. are we going to do it now senior?” ask Kai nervous.

“Of course, it’s better to do it now since I’m not wearing any clothes yet, you don’t want to?”

“No, it’s not”

“So what?”

“Just a bit nervous”

Kyungsoo laugh lightly and says “It’s fine, I’m going to gentle on you”

Kai feels so uncomfortable as Kyungsoo fingers come into his butt. Kai trying to hold his voice to come out even though it's useless. Kai kept biting his lip until he could feel the blood running between his teeth. Kyungsoo is aware of it and hold Kai's hand with his free hand and began kissing Kai's lips. Kai feels dirty, he doesn’t know which part is good between gay sex. He wants to stop it, he wants to push Kyungsoo over so he won’t touch him anymore, but as usual Kai lost his power when he’s near Kyungsoo.

Kyungsoo put out his finger from Kai’s ass, lift it up and start to put his cock in it. Kai felt so much pain, without realizing his voice came out so loud. Kai ask for rest but Kyungsoo ignored it. Kyungsoo said he’s going to be gentle but he’s definitely lied cause he really force his cock into Kai’s butt. 

“if you tight up like this you just going to hurt yourself”

Kai closed his eyes and try to be more relax, he can felt  Kyungsoo’s cock move slowly in to his butt and it started to feel good. Kai closed his eyes tighter when he Kyungsoo cum inside his body, it feels incredible hot and nasty.

But somehow Kai likes it.

Kai woke up in Kyungsoo’s arms, they are both the same - equally naked and cold. Kai tried to find his mobile phone to text his mom why he didn’t come home last night. 

“Kim Jongin”, Said Kyungsoo suddenly which surprised Kai as looking to him.

“What did you say senior?”

“Kim Jongin is your real name, isn’t? it written on your text to your mom”

“..yes it was, but my parents got divorce so that name isn’t my name anymore”

“I want to call you Jongin”

“Please call me with Kai ,senior”

“I’ll call you Jongin and you can call me my by my given name”

As usual Kyungsoo always do what he wants without asking Kai’s permission, and Kai doesn’t have any power to refuse it. He’s weak when it comes to Kyungsoo.

“How’s that sound?”, Kyungsoo ask one more time cause Kai didn’t answer and give him a back hug.

“…. as you wish Kyungsoo..”

It has been 2 years they spent together, up until the day where Kyungsoo graduate and had to leave the school. Kai knew that day would come fast or slow but it still not easy for him. Until now Kai still don’t know what kind of relationship between Kyungsoo and him, is it lovers? or just sex buddies? He’s dying to know what will the answer of Kyungsoo and here he go, on the last day Kyungsoo in the school he’s going to ask Kyungsoo’s second button.

Second button is the easiest way to say ‘I have loved you since long time ago’, why is it not come with the first button? cause the second button is the nearest button with your heart, the nearest button that heard your heart beats because you see someone special and the nearest button that heard your heart whispering about love. And if you give your second button to someone that means you want that someone in your life so bad.

Kai walks with the feeling of doubt towards to the club room, opened the door slowly and saw Kyungsoo busy tidying up the his goods. Kyungsoo see Kai go in and give his sweetest smile.

“You’re going to be alone in this club” Said Kyungsoo but Kai didn’t answer.

“It’s fine for me if you want to leave this club and join the other club, I just–– “

“No! I won’t leave this club forever!”

Kyungsoo stop talking and stare at Kai surprise but soon he laugh – out loud and come closer towards Kai.

“You never change, serious shit as always”

Kai’s can feel his face going red again, it always does when he saw Kyungsoo’s face too close. He looked down and finally speak, “Senior I want to talk to you.. about something serious”

“I told you to call me with my given name, Jongin” Said Kyungsoo while he laugh lightly.

“So, what the ‘serious thing’ you want to talk to me?’’

“I.. I want to ask for your seco…” Kai didn’t finish his sentence, he looked at Kyungsoo’s uniform and his second button has gone already. Did he give it to someone else? Did someone ask for it?

Kyungsoo follow Kai’s gaze toward his second uniform button.

"Ah .. this .. a few minutes ago there was a junior who asked for it, she said that she liked me since the first time enter this school, there is no reason to reject her so I accept it "kyungsoo said with a smile.

Kai feeling crushed, forget the fact that Kyungsoo is a  normal straight men. Of course he prefer to give his second button to a sweet girl compared to men like him.

“Senior can I ask you something?”

“What’s it Jongin?”

“What’s our relationship?”

“… we’re friends of course”

“but we had sex few times.. is that something friends do?”

“…Jongin, listen.. I think you misunderstood something, I’m a normal straight man and so do you, In 

Korea, boys love never works, even in a fiction story one of them has to die to end it, it’s too impossible to find a happy ending”

“all we have done together it’s no more than what FRIENDS do each other, I never said I love you and you never did it to me too, cause we really don’t have something like that, at that time we just follow our teenage lust, no more than that, can you understand?”

Kai didn’t answer anything.

“All you need to do now is  forget about us and find a nice girl for your future, you’re a nice guy Jongin, I know you’ll find her soon,… sorry Jongin, I have to go, it’s nice to know you.. I mean it” Said Kyungsoo for the last time and leave the room.

Kai start to cry, he even can’t stand up anymore, it’s too much for him to handle. It’s fine with the fact Kyungsoo turned him down for a better future of his, he know he shouldn’t cry but it still hurting his heart so much. He can’t handle his own cries and makes him even hard to breath. 

“Senior, please don’t let me go, please don’t wish a better future for me, please.. please.. I said please already why you don’t come here and hug me, please senior.. please..” Said Kai following his own cries, He cries even worse than before but still Kyungsoo won’t come, he left already. How hard Kai cries Kyungsoo won’t give him a hug anymore.

“…I love you senior, please love me back”

5 years later

Kai walked slowly around the crowded shopping area, looked around for something that caught his attention. After graduation he worked as a professional photographer in one of the private companies. Kai walked towards a small café called 'Happy Ending'. Kai laughed lightly and start direct his camera toward café banner, when a short man come out from the café, Kyungsoo.

“Senior…”

Kyungsoo reversing his body, his eyes full of shock when he saw Kai. Kai does not intend to call him, his voice came out by itself when he sees senior that he liked.

“Ah,  Kai, isn’t?”

“I thought you want to call me Jongin”

“Yeah, but you still call me with that ‘senior’ ” Said Kyungsoo as he laugh lightly.

“How are you Kyungsoo?”

“… I’m fine, thanks Jongin” Kyungsoo smiled.

It feels so right when they keep calling each other with their given name. Kai can says name ‘Kyungsoo’ all day long, and heard his senior call him by Jongin, really makes his heart feels lighter. Yeah it’s still the same, Kai still loves Kyungsoo so bad.

“So, Jongin want to visit my new apartment? I moved one week ago aroud here”

“Is that okay?”

“Of course it is, it has been a long time since we hang out together”

Kai didn’t reply it, he just smirks when he heard his senior said word ‘together’ with his pure face. It can’t be denied, Kai wants Kyungsoo to be his.

“Did you fight with someone Kyungsoo?” As Kai enter the apartment.

Kyungsoo’s apartment looks messy, it’s so different with the last apartment. There are several papers scattered on the floor, unmade bed with some clothes on top.

“Haha, no it’s not like that, I just don’t have time to clean them up”

“…...well, I know I have no right to say this, but you looks different Kyungsoo”

“Different is a good thing, isn’t?”

“In a bad way”

“….. haha, I don’t know Jongin, I don’t feel like living these years, I refuse my scholarship to work, it’s not like I don’t have money and have to work immediately. I just lost my motivation. I feel horrible”

Kai come closer to Kyungsoo and give him a back hug, Kyungsoo did little resistance but Kai didn’t give up and strengthen his arms to hug him tighter. He put his head on the right shoulder of Kyungsoo and he waited until Kyungsoo feel comfortable with that position.

“Is that because of me?” Kai start the conversation.

“Why it has to be because of you?”

“Because you haven’t seen me for a long time”

“Haha, what the fuck are you trying to say Jongin”

Kai release his back hug and  reversing the direction of Kyungsoo’s body, his hands clutching kyungsoo’s cheek and kissed his lips gently. Kyungsoo do a little resistance but slowly he started to close his eyes, enjoy a gently kiss from Kai.

“Kyungsoo, what’s your feeling towards me?”

“I don’t know… I confuse..”

“If I say I love you, what would you do?”

Kyungsoo eyes dilate when he heard the words of Kai, he looked at Kai for a long time and looked to the other way. Kai grows so much just in a few years, maybe he’s about 182cm already, his body getting upright and stocky, his face exudes an aura of maturity in a perfect way. The longer looking at him will only bring instability for Kyungsoo.

“Senior, I love you”

“…… I’m not your senior anymore Kai”

“Just answer my question senior”

“….. “

 “… I know you’re still thinking about that boys love that never works, that boys love never find a happy ending even in a fiction story. I’m fine if I have to die in the end so I can be with you, I just–“

“Stop it Kai, please don’t talk about death”

“…. senior, why don’t we became the first gay couple that find their happy ending”

Kyungsoo didn’t answer.

“Senior I love you and I want you to be mine forever”

Kyungsoo still didn’t answer.

“Senior, answer m–“

“You’re so dumb Kai, seriously.. you’re so stupid” Said Kyungsoo in the end.

Kai wants to cry, did his senior just turned him down again? But why? Doesn’t he love Kai like the way Kai love him? Does Kyungsoo hate him? Kai too afraid to stare at Kyungsoo’s eyes, he looks down and slowly release his hands on Kyungsoo.

“What did the word I tell you if you want someone to do what you want…”

“….what did you say?” Said Kai as look at Kyungsoo’s eyes again.

“Don’t tell me you forget it already”

Kai is not and has never forgotten one word that his favorite senior teach him, the world that makes him more polite, the word that can change his wolrd if he said it right now.

“I love you Kyungsoo, please be mine”

“… I’ll be yours Kai, I have always been yours, I’m sorry to keep you waiting”

They hug each other, have no interest to let it go. Kai know that they will be the happiest couple that ever exist in the world. Cause a happy ending always end everything better. 

-THE END-