You don't even know the reason why you love him, but your eyes always looking at him every time you have the chance.
You're too afraid to make a conversation and makes you look like you're the bad one.
Tried so hard to act like a perfect lady when he's around,
Every thing that related to him just makes you happy to know,
Re-read every text or chat that he sent to you,
Smiles for no reason every time you remember cute moments with him,
Felling stupid when the just read your chat,
Tried so hard to impress him so he could notice you,
Stupid isn't? It's really strange, how could a girl change a personality when she's fall in love. To be honest, I'm not really into those kind of things. "Love" is such a heavy word. No one knows the real meaning of it. I love my mom, I love my dad, I love my family so much.. but the ''love'' for my family is different from my love to my pets, to tasty food, to my friends and other things. Love could be someone's everything and it could be nothing for some people. Love is something that you can't ask for and really complicated. "Cinta datang karena terbiasa", I think this sentence is quite right, there's no love in first sight.
But for me love is such a mood-boaster.. it makes you happy then it hurts you. It keeps your smile on your lips then it asks for your tears.. It's kinda funny to write something like this..because in high school I tried so hard to not fall in love, especially with "boys as a boyfriend". I used to think that in relationship is really troublesome.. don't ask me why. My first boyfriend was such a good guy (now ex), I accept him because it was a trend to have a boyfriend (I know I was a jerk). He's really kind to me (too kind), always ask for my opinions, laughs when I told him my lame jokes, remember my schedule and a lot more sweet things that he did for me. And... we broke up.. for no reason (I'm the one who is wrong). After that, we don't talk anymore, we chose different high school and never meet after that (until today). It kinda sad to face this reality..the facts than we won't be ''that close'' anymore.
In high school I repeat this thing one more time. Someone confess to me, I have no reason to reject him.. and I just accept him without think about how we gonna be first. We broke up after a quite long time together. The reason? this time it's not 100% my fault, but I still don't want to talk about it.
After I broke up some people tried to make a move to me, but I always act like I don't want them in my life. The fact that everything won't be the same anymore always scared me to reply their kindness. "Is this right if I'm close with him?" "Will I regret it?" "Should I?" "Will this hurt me?"
so.. is this right for me to love you..? when there is chance I will get hurt..
Kata orang kehidupan SMA itu adalah momen terindah yang nggak bakalan dilupakan, tapi masa sih?Ingat nggak sih, saat kalian baru lulus SD, lalu ngelanjutin jadi siswa baru di SMP? Atau saat kalian baru lulus SMP dan diteriman jadi siswa SMA? Rasanya itu beda, rasanya itu kaya masuk ke dalam dunia baru yang benar - benar asing. Dunia baru yang penuh kejutan dan selalu berhasil buat kalian menangis (aku aja sih kayanya, wkwk)
On my last birthday, my mom said, "Oming bukan anak kecil lagi, oming sekarang udah jadi anak kulian, harus bisa jaga diri, harus bisa mengatur semuanya sendiri" And I was like....standing there with blank mind of mine thinking, "What...". And my sister sent me a letter with a statement that I can't forget, "It's collage life you know! your very last opportunity to actually living the youth". It's pretty sad to know that statement is true. My life is changed since forever and I don't realize that.
Have you ever think how much your life change since kindergarden until now? I have, just now. No more "no candy until you eat your lunch", no more "I don't want to take a bath yet so let me play a little bit more", no more "you are on internet the too long and go to the bed" etc. There are a lot of things that I don't have to do anymore. But... there are more things I have to do by myself, here, alone.
So please think about these questions, sudah berapa banyak dunia baru yang kalian masuki sampai saat ini? Sudah berapa banyak langkah yang kalian ambil untuk keluat dari zona nyaman kalian? Masih yakin masa SMA itu "dunia" yang paling indah dan nggak bisa dilupakan? atau kalian yakin bisa menciptakaan dunia baru yang jauh lebih indah di masa mendatang? We never know what will happen in our life. That's why, be prepared.
Hola halo guys, first of all I want to say sorry because I haven't post anything for months. I got really busy in my last year of high school, I just finished my national examination so I kinda "free" for now. Okay, so today I really want to talk about my new favorite boy band from YG family. Yes, they are iKON. The group was first introduced in 2013 through the reality survival program Who Is Next: WIN as Team B, which consisted of B.I, Bobby, Kim Jinhwan, Koo Junhoe, Song Yunhyeong, and Kim Donghyuk. Team B, and their adversaries, Team A, were both formed from trainees of YG Entertainment. Since Team B lost to Team A, they lost the opportunity to debut as Winner.
At first, I really want team A to win, because Jinwoo's sad story about his dad (idk probably around second episode) I was like, "YG should debut team A, team B is still young, they can wait". Although it changed after I watch the next episodes. Both of teams were working so hard for this survival competition, but team B was a bit better than team A. Every time I watched team A performances, I was like "oh man, they are too ordinary" (don't hate me, just trying to be honest) but team B performance always left 'something' that 'wow' you and the judges think the same too. Team B kept win all the monthly evaluation but they lost at the second proper stage and the next stage. Team A really rocked the stage and their song way much better than team B at that time.
This is my opinion, I really think that YG wants to debut team A in the first place. Two members of team A already known in public because of K-pop star season 1, if you watch WIN, you must know about it because they keep saying it over, over and over again. Even the leader of team A already have a proper debut as soloist. Of course team A the way more popular than team B, and this really disadvantage team B because the winner would choose by fans vote. Second, team B wasn't well introduce on WIN show, some of people says "because they don't have story to tell yet", but that's not right. Do you know how hard it is to sacrifice your youth doing a cruel survival show with unfair treatment? nope, you never know until you be the one who play the game. Well, at least YG (or mnet) can introduce them properly even though they don't have stories 'as many as team A' to tell. Third, if you watch the mix and match ep. 1, there was statement where YG says "I'm glad that they (team b) lost so they can learn more'', see? YG never wanted to debut team B in the first place, he wanted team B learn to be stronger by doing a cruel survival show. He wants to debut team A and introducing their potential trainees (team B), so both of them got the popularity. Probably right now you think that I'm hurtbutt or something, but I really want you to know that someone cares, not me but someone.
After team B lost I have to say that I kinda hate Winner (team A), but not anymore because they are working so hard right now, so they worth it. ^^
Watch team B's last performance on WIN, and you will cry like a baby ;_;
baby don't cry ;_;
In June, reports had begun circulating over yet another reality survival program involving Team B.Two months later, YG officially launched the concept of Mix and Match to the public, confirming Team B's participation.
More details about the show were announced during the official press
conference held on September 2, along with the introduction of the new
trainees, Jung Jinhyeong, Jung Chanwoo and Yang Hongseok.
The format of the show would involve following iKON, YG Entertainment's
upcoming boy group, on their road to debut. In addition to a new name, Yang Hyun Suk also revealed that B.I, Bobby and Kim Jinhwan
were set members of iKON, leaving the remaining 3 members of Team B to
battle for one of 4 places alongside the trainees. iKON's official
line-up would be determined by a voting system, with 30% by the judges,
made of YG artists, and 70% by the viewers during the course of Mix and Match airing.
Voting began in and throughout October, starting with official
fanmeetings held in Japan, China and Korea on the 5th, 11th and 17th, followed by the on-site voting during the third and final match by both attendees on the 22nd, and ended with online voting held between the 30th and 31st.
[new trainees] chanwoo, hongseok, jinhyeong
This is truly cruel. I cursed YG for hundreds times while watching this survival show. I remind you, if you have a weak heart, don't watch this show, because it will make your heart go crazy. In M&M they (team B) have to against each other. It's a fight between your friends, between your siblings and between your family, could you imagine how these boys feeling at that time?
Although actually YG did this for team B's sake. This is my opinion, YG wants to debut Team B after the attention that they got on WIN, in sort they're famous enough to debut, but remember the statement he (YG) made on win which the loser won't debut at least 4 years later or the worst will disband, makes him can't debut them easily. So, YG have to make another survival show to debut them, but it can't be like the previous one and finally YG come out with idea "rearrange" the group which actually he wants Team B + 1 new member. Why can I say this? It is because:
The way to choose the members is fan voting, so basically the original member of team B is more popular then the rest of them (except for chanwoo, lol)
YG knows team B's fans loyalty, so there's no way we would choose the new trainees than the original members
The new trainees are really new, like for 2 months or 2 weeks (hongseok) they have joined YG. Of course their skills are below the original members (my opinion). I believe YG has trainees that the way better than chanwoo, hongseok, and jinhyeong, but YG chose them because of "the potential" they have. Yes, they have potential not skills yet. (But the end of the show, hongseok decided to leave YG and join Cube Ent)
love this performace the most :)
iKon's members profile:
real name : Kim Han Bin (김한빈)
stage name : B.I
birthday : October, 22nd, 1996
blood type : O
iKon's leader
Becoming a YG's trainee in January 2011
He was a contestant of Show Me the Money 3 (a rap survival competition by Mnet). He got eliminated in episode 7, Top 8 in May 2014
He is featured artist in EPIK HIGH's Born Hater with Beenzino,Verbal Jint, Mino of Winner and iKon's Bobby
He had a collaboration with MC MONG Indian Boy in 2009
He keeps a jar in common room and everytime the member curse they will drop money in it.
The third member that join the original team (team B)
Appeared in Taeyang's Ringa Linga MV
His height is around 165 cm and a Korean
his mom and his sister
real name : Song Yoon Hyung (윤형)
stage name : Yun Hyeong
birthday : February 8th, 1995
blood type : A
He first entered YG in April 2012 to become an actor but Ceo YG changed him to a vocal trainee instead .
Has an younger sister named Song Eunjin, his sister own an Instagram (@_eunjinsong) (his sister is really pretty but all of the videos are creepy, lol)
Lip balm is the most treasure thing of him
His family own a BBQ shop
His height is 177cm and a Korean
He likes to cycle
The fifth member that join the team (iKon)
his lil sister
hell shit yeah~~
real name : Kim Jiwon (바비)
stage name : Bobby
birthday : December 21st, 1995
blood type : O
Hot as fuck (lol)
Bobby's family is very religious so he grew in church . At church , he learned to play guitar , drum and piano .
Join YG in 2011 (in New York)
His family lives in America
He is amazes by the rap skill possesed by WINNER's Mino . Plus , he wants to have a voice like him.
Participated in Show Me The Money 3 with B.I and eventually become the
winner . His winning speech telling his mom to start packing because he
was gonna buy her a house in South Korea.
Lee Haru ( Tablo's daughter ) favours him the most .
Had collaboration with Hi-Suhyun (Lee Hi and Suhyun from Akmu) in I'm Different (2014)
Had collaboration with Epik High in Born Hater (2014)
Had collaboration with Masta Wu in Come Here (2014)
Included by CQ Korea as Male of The Year 2014
Has a tatto at the center of his back
The second member that join the original team (team B)
He appears in Taeyang's Ringa Linga as cameo (try to spot him! lol)
He appears in King of Youth MV(?) (Mnet) (it's like a rap song MV for SMTM4)
Born in Virgina, USA
His height is around 177cm
real name : Kim Dong Hyuk (동혁)
stage name :Donghyuk
birthday : January 13rd, 1997
blood type : O
Lost his father when he was 8
Join YG in November 2012
Ceo YG daughter's Jang Yujin favours him the most . Then , YG said to Donghyuk " You've won " (lol)
Donghyuk was a contestant of JYP audition in 2011 and won the title. (Hongseok also one of the contestants and got into top 10)
He is an inteligent student at school and the members don't understand why he wants to be a singer
Was a JYP trainee
The last member that join the team
His height is around 175cm
my faveee!!
real name : Koo Jun Hoe (준회)
stage name :Jun Hoe
birthday : March 31st, 1997
blood type :A
Joined SBS Kpopstar S1
Appear in Star King as a mini Michael Jackson and he adores Michael Jackson so much
His height around 182cm and a Korean
Join YG in April 2012
The forth member that join iKon
Very talk active, once YG said his personality like 2NE1's Park Bom
When he saw his members, he believes that YG doesn't chose them by their look (the fuck Junhwe XD)
Never wore Jeans in WIN, and only have one pair of jeans that Donghyuk gave to him on Cristmas
real name : Jung Chanwoo (찬우)
stage name : Chanwoo
birthday : Janyary 26th, 1998
blood type :A
He appeared in The Heirs and Bos Over Flower as young Lee Minho
Appear in DBSK's Balloon MV as cameo
When he first met the members , he is afraid of B.I . But now , he is afraid of Bobby the most
He said the cutest member in iKON is Yunhyeong and the most handsome member is B.I
